| Holy Shit |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:00 pm] |
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Well, it's official. Senator Kerry has already called to concede the election over to the dumbass. I can't believe this. This is quite possibly the worst day ever. I'm embarrassed to be a West Virginian, and live in a state full of hillbilly retards who don't know any better. It's a sad day for America. |
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| Awesome |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|08:50 am] |
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Well, this weekend was busy. Friday we had our homecoming game and it was boring like they all are. Then saturday was homecoming, it was fun and funny at the same time. We just got out pictures too, they were horrible. I'm upset. I'll get over it, or maybe I won't who cares. I got back my first History exam today and I got a 66 on it. I was upset until I found out that there were 4 people that got 20s on it. Life's a bitch, wah. |
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| And I think to myself, what a wonderful world... |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
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| | Silence Is Golden... | ] |
Well, I love school and the fact that I couldn't go on Friday really broke my heart. Hughes Street was covered to the sidewalks and I couldn't get out. By the end of the day though the water went down and I was able to make the journey to Docks Creek for Shea's birthday party at her grandma's. It was eventful, at the least, and I had the best cake. It was a banana split cake and it was gooood. Well, saturday wasn't that eventful...I honestly don't remember what happened until the evening. I went to hanna's around 7:30 and we went to rent a movie at Movie Gallery. Well we looked for like 30 minutes and when we finally decided to get a movie, and we couldn't because we didn't have movie gallery cards and we couldn't get one because we're not 18. So then we went to blockbuster and got Love Actually, and it was a great movie. It was a little confusing because there were do many different subplots, but at the same time it didn't even matter because it was really sweet and funny. After that I got home around 11:30. Then sunday I went bowling with Janina at colonial lanes, it was actualyl refreshing. I haven't been bowling in such a long time, I almost forgot how, but I guess it's like riding a bike and you just never forget. Oh well, it's monday and the day got off to a shitty start when ciara overslept and didn't come get me and I didn't get to school until like 10 after 8...oh well that happens. I have to go now. I have an assignment to do. |
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| Alone |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|01:35 pm] |
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| | bitchy | ] |
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| | Mrs. Thompson is rambling... | ] |
Well, since school has started I have been re-introduced to the whole lot of drama that I was so accustomed to just three months ago. I have been feeling really weird lately. I only have one person with whom I can really relate. I know that I have been acting differently lately in the fact that I have been rude to some people, but it's not my intention at all. I just want to be strong, I have dealt with so much for so long, that I don't know who is my friend and who isn't anymore. I think that I just need some time to come out of this mood, or maybe I won't and I'll just be bitchy for the rest of my life..
Jordan |
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| I Don't Want To Waste My Time On Simple Little Things... |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|02:30 pm] |
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Well, I'm alive......These last few weeks have been overflowing with band garbage. I'm really upset that school is starting in like 2 days and I have practice everyday until then and then almost everyday after it. I'm so consumed with nothing...I'm always trying to find things to occupy my time so I can trick myself into being busy and having a life when really nothing could be farther from the truth.
Well, I did get new school clothes and shit, and an awesome pair of shoes, I had to order them because the finish line at the mall didn't have them in my size...but I got them so it's cool! I have to go now, I'm hungry~
Jordan
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| I Like The Way You Do That Right Thurr |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|12:55 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | Chinggggggggy | ] |
Well, my life is soooooo exciting!!! I still don't have a job...I sleep until noon everyday and then I get up and get online for a few hours and then I usually go to Savannah's like EVERYDAY!...lol, but it's super fun. Yesterday I went over there and then Nicki and Tess came and we went to the mall. Nicki went to Regis to get her hair paintballed and the woman that did it was really weird, and while she was doing that tess savannah and I went walking around I was in borders, and I saw this Pitbull, and a girl walking it go right through borders, I tried to show savannah but I guess they left cause we couldn't find them. Anyway, then we went to Buckle and I found some cool clothes...too bad I'm a brokeass...Anyway, it was fun. Went back to Savannahs and got online and we played card games for a little while, and then I went home.
Anyway....I signed up for Netflix, so in a day or two I'm going to be getting some movie from them, it is going to be fun, I'm excited. I think that I'm going to go over to savannah's again today and watch some movies...or probably just one...or maybe only half of one. That's how it always seems to go... Well I guess I'm going to go play some more Texas Hold 'Em Poker on Pogo...Laterrrrrrrrrr
Jordan |
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| Bleh |
[Jul. 16th, 2004|11:24 am] |
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| | Quarter ~/~ Fuel | ] |
Well, I got fired from SITEL because they're a bunch of donkey fucking retards, so now I have no cash, no reason to go anywhere, and all I ever do is just sit at home and do absolutely nothing. Also, my dad has lost his mind. He's a raging lunatic, that's something new...no. I'm just sad. Everything sucks. People are fake, and it seems like you really never know anyone.Bleh
Jordan |
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| Love In An Elevator...Living It Up When I'm Going Down |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | Love In An Elevator -/- Aerosmith | ] |
Well, today I cried. I talked to Emily and I miss her a lot. She is my best friend in the world. I've been really lonely lately and I realize how much I miss her. She understands me and sees me in a way that nobody else can. She's like my other half or something!:) But yeah, I haven't updated in a really long time and I just thought that I would get that out. I MISS YOU EMILY!!!
Jordan |
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| I Can Teach You All This... |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|02:42 pm] |
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Well, I hate my job at SITEL and I went friday with my friend Amber who also works at SITEL and hates it...and her friend Sydney and applied for a job at Applied Card. I really hope I get the job because SITEL sucks. Well, nothing really to say, so I'm gonna go.
Joran |
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| OBLIVIOUS |
[May. 19th, 2004|12:06 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
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| | none | ] |
Why is it that some people are just oblivious to the world? It seems as though they don't acknowledge anything going on around them. It's so weird. AHHH --- School Sucks. Work Sucks. Life Suck. Wah... |
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| Empty |
[May. 16th, 2004|07:26 pm] |
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Somedays I feel like staying in bed all day and just sleeping. Somedays I feel like staying in bed and crying all day, and somedays I just feel like laughing. I think I'm losing my mind, and things that I want always seem to be just out of my grasp. I can see them there but I can't reach them. It's a sick joke that someone is playing on me and it gets frustrating...very very frustrating. You can't please everyone, and not everyone pleases you I guess. I don't know. I'm sick and I'm tired.
Jordan |
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| Maybe Its Because I Have A Big Lesbian Crush On You |
[May. 12th, 2004|04:41 pm] |
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| | frustrated | ] |
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| | Cigarette -/- Yellowcard | ] |
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Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go.
You built me up and you broke me down, somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now
How can you say, that its too late
To save us now
And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And i will Wait for you, if you will wait for me
Intoxicated, the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred. I long for your love ever more
You built me up and you broke me down this time
And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And i will Wait for you, if you will wait for me
How can you say that its too late, to save us now
How can you say... |
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| I'm Feeling Sexy, I Wanna Hear You Say My Name..haha |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
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| | Naughty Girl -/- Beyonce | ] |
Well, things are okay I suppose. I'm a little disappointed with tonight turn out, but tomorrow I'm going to see Mean Girls with Ciara and some other people, that should be fun. Thing are looking up I think. I feel the spark of a new flame in the love department but I hope I don't get let down again... Oh well. Also I noticed something--- today I went and got my check and before I even get it cashed I can feel the money just running through my fingers like sand and theres nothing I can do about it. I think I have a problem. I can't manage my money, I have an obsession with it. Well I'm going to go sneak out on the porch and have a cigarette and just think about stuff.
Later |
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| I'm Sick Of Smiling And So Is My Jaw |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|11:42 am] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | Understatement -/- New Found Glory | ] |
Well, I guess I was confused. I thought I had this weird feeling that things were finally going to be better. I was wrong. I feel so weird about everything about me and I feel insignificant to everyone. I guess I'm just not going to worry about it, thing might work out, might not.
I'm going to go check on Cosmo now. He's my lime green chick that just hatched yesterday. He rules. |
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| :) |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|11:54 am] |
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Well, I spent my spring break in Florida, it was okay I suppose. Emily was being really rude to me the whole time and I don't really know why. It bothers me because we've been really good friends for a long time, but I guess it will work out. Sunday was Easter and also my birthday! Yay. There's not much to say except I think I'm finally going to be happy again... |
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| Diet Coke with Body Aches |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|01:59 pm] |
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| |  drained | ] |
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| | Robbery -/- Nappy Headz | ] |
Well, I didn't go to school today. I woke up this morning and felt like someone had beaten the hell out of my with a baseball bat in my sleep. I could barely move. I did finally get up around 10:30 or so...Just in time to watch The Price Is Right. I wonder how old Bob Barker really is. It seems like when I used to watch that show with my grandma when I was little that he was about 130 then. He must be some special government project...anyway. I finally collected enough strength to pull myself out of bed and take a shower. I got ready and drove downtown to my aunts office. I hung out there and then went to taco bell to get my mom a bean burrito. Then I came home. My whole entire body is aching still. I'm just sitting here enjoying some diet coke. My new favorite drink in the entire world is Diet Coke with Lime. Just thought you should know that.
I have like zero money. My mom just gave me 10 dollars for gas, which leaves me with 7 dollars until thursday. My income tax money should be coming in soon. I hope it hurries up--my cell phone is broken and I need a new one. Well, I think I am going to go lie down for a little bit before I have to go to work. I don't have to go until 5:30 so that gives me plenty of time to rest. Well I guess it's goodbye for now.
Jordan |
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| Why the fuck am I still down? I'm hoarding all thats mine |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|12:48 pm] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | Bulimic -/- The Used | ] |
Well, I haven't updated in a couple of days and we all know what a travesty that is. I mean, I know EVERYONE reads my journal, lol. So anyway, yesterday Jimison decides that he's going to change his name to Jim Nasty and that I should change mine to Jay Nasty or Jor Nasty. Well that doesn't sound like such a good idea to me, but whatever.
Yesterday was my only day off this week. I went to get this part for our dryer cause it's broken, but they didn't have it. Then I went to the bank and my banker lady wasn't there so I couldn't get done what I needed done. Then I went to hair doctors and remembered that they're closed on mondays, so I couldn't even get my hair cut. Yesterday was a waste. So, anyway...it's tuesday. I went to school this morning and I left at 11:something. Well the place still doesn't have the part but I did go to the bank and I have an appointment to get my hair cut at 1. I better get going because then I have to be at work by 2. I LOVE EVERYTHING! Later kids
Jordan |
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| Take My Tears And That's Not Nearly All...Tainted Love |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|10:22 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | Tainted Love -/- Soft Cell | ] |
Well, today was fun. I got up this morning around 8 I guess and took a shower. Then we had to meet my some of my family and we went to Winterplace. It was fun but there were a ton of people there. I saw Ciara and we hung out for about an hour or an hour and a half I guess. It was cool. I also planned to go out to eat with Emily at C.R. Thomas's, but she has to babysit so that plan was a no go...so I just came home and got online. I have to work 6 days next week. I think I'm going to kill myself. Well I guess I'm going to find something else better to do.
Jordan |
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| Night Falls And The Search Begins For Something Better Than This. |
[Feb. 18th, 2004|09:15 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  good | ] |
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| | Something Beautiful -/- Cauterize | ] |
Well, things seem to be turning up. I am relatively happy lately. I mean, I hate my job and I am getting another one which I will probably hate even more than the one that I have now, but aside from that things are fine. I'm a wee bit on the lonely side, but that's perfectly fine by me, I don't need anyone - nor do I have the desire to be with anyone anymore. I guess I just need Jordan time to run around with my friends and stuff. I miss Emily--- we don't get to hang out that much, partially because her parents are often psychotic and partially because I have to work sometimes. School is so boring. I can't wait until spring break. A full week in Florida! I plan to have sex with Megan long into the morn haha! It should be an exciting venture. I'm sleepy, I always am. It doens't matter when I go to sleep, I always wake up feeling like shit. I want to just lay down and sleep for like 3 days. Anyway, I think I'm going to go. Later On
Jordan |
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